I wish I can get the happy moment as what I had passed through previously…
I hate the life now. I am not really live in the happy life as I need to pretend I am happy in front of u all. This kind of feeling really damn suffered. You will not understand it.
Why all of this will happen to me??? Why I am so bad luck??? Why u all want to take back my happiness from me??? Why want to treat me so badly??? I never do any bad things before what!!!!!! Why??? Who can give me the answer??? I am always asking myself the same questions.
Someone has told me that, you have lost something that is good because you are going to get something that is better than before. Maybe it is true, or maybe it is not. From the others’ eyes, this is better than before, but maybe in my mind, it is not really. Everyone said that it is bad, but in my opinion, it is what I want. So, what to do??? It depends on my thinking, no body can influence me. I know that sometimes should listen to others, but maybe, I am a bit stubborn. I am sorry for that.
When will I get my happy life as before?? You definitely will say, “When you can put down all the past, you will feel better.” But the problem is, when is that day coming???? Half year? One year? Two years? Or maybe will not have that day?
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh ………who can help me???? The answer is NO BODY.....
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