Friday, January 15, 2010

Blank minded

Am reli wish tat we can get back together n pass the next whole life...bt it jz can be a dream.
I knw tat it's impossible for us to be a couple, i'll try my best to accept to it.
Wat the Tarrot card told me is reli cant acceptable by me:

"HE oledi have the new fate, even wen HE get back to me, the same problem will happen--a new fate again n will hv a gal cal in to scold me..the worst is, even we get marry, HE stil will find outside gal"

Act am thinking of telling him all of this, bt at last i din nt do that.Am thinking, izit the life of HIM????Will HE never hv a better life???O izit if we get togther, HE will be just like tat???? All of this reli confusing me...
We have chatting thru phone fr 1am til 4am, it's reli happy that we hv can talk so many things....reli a memorable time n day for me--->Jan 14, 2010
Am putting too much love on HIM, is reli hard for me to accept all this things happen to me...我很辛苦我真的很辛苦

I wish to have a new life, i want to forget all this kind of things...bt y i cant...
I wish all of this was a dream....

2 comments:

=appLe= said...

my dear, he can have a better life if he change his attitude, but he cant, so...
he likes to play, so is his fate..

i know is hard for u to accept, but the truth is just in front of u, is obviously clear in front of u. dont try to hide or escape from the truth, u hv to face it...

as a outsider, we can see u r blinding ur eyes from the truth, we know u knew the thing, just tat u not willing to accept it.

well, tat is normal scene, cuz u r the victim.. but dear, 1day u must wake up & stand strong to face all this, to overcome all this n get a new & better life. but the right to change is oni hold by u!

the long u escape, the long u suffer!! ching, accept the truth ba. u need to accept the truth oni can pass thru all this, oni can stand strong to cope all this. past is past, u can never go back to tat. look forward, perhaps there is a much better one is waiting for u. dont be too sturborn in the past. we look forward k.

bless u....

-grace- said...

ping, i knw i have to face the truth on day, but just gv me some times, mayb few weeks or few mths to stubborn on this...