Shop alone

Today am shop alone at Megamall Pacific....quite boring there alone coz i have no idea which clothes to buy...bt am thinking that i muz nt back v nth..so i decided "cincai" bought some...at last i bought the following:







The below two clothes which i bought at p.m





Omost forget i stil hv the below dress..hehe..i bought at morning market



Am stil cant think of any blouse or shirt to match off this skirt that i bought at QB PDI



Aft am shop fr pacific, i went to find ping hv dinner n have a walk at N.T. p.m.
There have a lots of beautiful blouses n clothes, bt jz hv no mood to buy...haiz...
suddely very missing someone....

Moody

Why...why...why....why im still thinking on him???? I cant make my mind out of him...although he had treat me badly before and scolded me recently....
Am reli have no idea wat should i do now...
Am going to be crazy soon....
Why all of the this happen to me???? Am not as stronger as u think...i reli not ready to accept it yet...
Am tired, am reli tired...it's better if i do not knw u...

Decided

I have make up my mind and decided not to call or msg him for one week.
Y just for one week?? Bcoz am going to test myself whether can i do that or not.
If reli can do that, i hope i'll be better after that..
For that week, am very sure that i'll cal out somebody to chat and i hope that u all won feel i disturb u....
If during that time, i cant make it, wat should i do????I totally hv no idea...
Hope everythings will be fine...

Blank minded

Am reli wish tat we can get back together n pass the next whole life...bt it jz can be a dream.
I knw tat it's impossible for us to be a couple, i'll try my best to accept to it.
Wat the Tarrot card told me is reli cant acceptable by me:

"HE oledi have the new fate, even wen HE get back to me, the same problem will happen--a new fate again n will hv a gal cal in to scold me..the worst is, even we get marry, HE stil will find outside gal"

Act am thinking of telling him all of this, bt at last i din nt do that.Am thinking, izit the life of HIM????Will HE never hv a better life???O izit if we get togther, HE will be just like tat???? All of this reli confusing me...
We have chatting thru phone fr 1am til 4am, it's reli happy that we hv can talk so many things....reli a memorable time n day for me--->Jan 14, 2010
Am putting too much love on HIM, is reli hard for me to accept all this things happen to me...我很辛苦，我真的很辛苦

I wish to have a new life, i want to forget all this kind of things...bt y i cant...
I wish all of this was a dream....

Boring Sunday

Wat a boring sunday tat i passed thru. Not only for today, but also for the past few sunday...extremely boring..arghhhhh
Today as the same, he needs to work.
I woke up at 1pm as i knw he'll nt cum to find me again...the very 1st thing i done this morning is -----> facebook again..aft tat watched the HK drama---->巴不的爸爸
As i felt reli reli reli boring, i sms him that im going to find him, bt he said dun1 coz he want to cut his hair n told me that he jz finished his work. The time was 1545.
I asked him will he cum to find me and he answered that he dunno n told me his eldest sista cuming bak home n will out for dinner later.
Im thinking, how will pass thru this boring sunday again....arghhhhh


p/s: wat r u thinking actually??????

Free day

Yeah...Am on leave today..slept til 11am smth..aft tat doing the same things--->facebook-ing
can be said tat im fully utilised my day, quite happy..hehe
1300---msg ping to date her out, erm...quite hard to date her out, busy ppl..hehe..bt finally decided hanging out at next sat..yeah..awaiting
1315---acc n playing with my cute cute newphew
cute rite????

















1400---going to cut my hair..jz felt tat the same, so din not took photo
1430---get my high heel to repair
1445---bought some malay kuih at bm town which he likes it much n find him at N.T.
1530---reached N.T. n kacau him working..planning to find ping, bt she so late jz bak home..dun1 wait her..hehe..dun angry ya
1730---going back to my home sweet home
1845---going to p.m. v my mum buy some foods as our dinner...felt sad tat it seems like going to rain, can to hv a walk
2000---going to p.m. again coz no raining..hehe...bought two normal blouses cost RM28
erm...not bad wat, the day i passed thru..

女人的强项

无可否认， 女人最大的强项是---妒忌心强及容易吃醋。
虽说你和她已说明是朋友，但隔了两天，你们却能一起逛街一个晚上。我真不明白你们就不会有点尴尬吗？如果你是坚持要一个人在逛街的话，你就会直接跟她说，不管她是刚失恋想找人陪。难道她不知道你也很烦吗？说真的一句话，她知道你有女朋友吗？
其实我应该高兴，因为你坦白告诉我她去找你，但就是就是听了会觉得很心里酸酸的。
真不懂你能不能暂时不和她见面，不和她联络呢？我真希望你能就着样慢慢地对她没感觉。然而我却又怕你如果能这样做，会不会更加对她思念呢？。。心情很矛盾，很复杂。。
说真的，我的确很相信你所说的每一句话。但你和我说你和她见面的时候时候，我真的很不开心。
今天现在的时间，1.55pm，应该是我门在吃午餐的时候吧。真怀念我们那时候的日子。。。
不懂你打扫玩你的家后，会来找我吗？真希望你会。。
很想说，其实我已把你当成是我这一辈子的伴侣。不知为什么，写到这一句却不仅落下我这根小草的泪来。。
很希望你能听见我的心声。。能明白我。。。
真的没什么心情写下去了。。。

p/s:屏，我知道你一定会说我傻，为什么这么笨，但这的不是我所能控制的。很谢谢你对我扥关心，答应过你要请你吃一餐，我不会忘记的。真的很谢谢你。。mmmmuaksss

*because of you*

I have not update my blog since my 1st blog on last yr march .. erm.. almost more than 1 yr ++
haha..bt for wat reason to make up my mind to re-write my blog again??..is becoz of U..u should knw..is U...dun think of others..IS U..
Act reli hv nth to share out to9, coz have no mood. I'll update more abt myself when im in better mood...hopefully will be 2morrow..
Hope i'll sleep well to9...
A bit hungry nw..:P

*p/s: reli thanks for the concern